September 24


..as a Daughter, ..as a Sister, Living Life

I have lost someone I love the most in this date, couple of years ago. The mourn has passed while the love is still in this heart. But this year, I have to welcome someone that I know I will love.. Welcome to the world, Baby KRC! Congratulation for Bang Dod & Kak Ira.. ^_^

September 25, 2013

in the night like this… #np


..as a Daughter, Living Life

try to read this while listening to mocca song “in the night like this” or “Hanya Satu” for more tears… it’s been a while since my last post about my ma, not because i stop missing her, I will never have a second without missing her. I miss her smile.. I miss her smell.. I […]

May 18, 2012

Have a peace and warm birthday there, ma!


..as a Daughter, Living Life

23 September 2003, ba’da Magrib waktu setempat. “Jangan pergi, Nak. Disini aja” ujar mama terbata-bata, lidahnya mulai kaku, mengikuti sebagian badannya yang sudah mati rasa dari beberapa saat yang lalu. Aku tetap memijat tangan mama walaupun ia sudah tak bisa merasakannya lagi, berharap pijatanku dapat membuat aliran darahnya lancar kembali dan separuh badannya tak mati […]

November 29, 2011

11.11.11


..as a Daughter, Living Life

11 November 2011 or 11-11-11. That is the most awaited date in the world, or at least in Indonesia, where many people held their wedding ceremony or done the birth surgery, or other special occasion, but not for me, i’m not a fan of that kind of worship. I never planned to done something special […]

November 17, 2011

the Unplanned Journey


..as a Daughter, Living Life

aah… Here I come to this city, back to the city where I left my bitter sweet memories, return to the city, return to my home. Too many changes so I can’t even notice it… or is it me that is too numb to notice? i do want to go home, but not like this… […]

November 11, 2011