Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but also I guess it’s not matter to you anymore because the only things that will reach you from me are…Continue Reading “A day after the 29th November”
I have lost someone I love the most in this date, couple of years ago. The mourn has passed while the love is still in this heart. But this year, I have to welcome someone that I know I will love.. Welcome to the world, Baby KRC! Congratulation for Bang Dod & Kak Ira.. ^_^
try to read this while listening to mocca song “in the night like this” or “Hanya Satu” for more tears… it’s been a while since my last post about my ma, not because i stop missing her, I will never have a second without missing her. I miss her smile.. I miss her smell.. I…Continue Reading “in the night like this… #np”
…and almost everyone wants to be at home.
23 September 2003, ba’da Magrib waktu setempat. “Jangan pergi, Nak. Disini aja” ujar mama terbata-bata, lidahnya mulai kaku, mengikuti sebagian badannya yang sudah mati rasa dari beberapa saat yang lalu. Aku tetap memijat tangan mama walaupun ia sudah tak bisa merasakannya lagi, berharap pijatanku dapat membuat aliran darahnya lancar kembali dan separuh badannya tak mati…Continue Reading “Have a peace and warm birthday there, ma!”
11 November 2011 or 11-11-11. That is the most awaited date in the world, or at least in Indonesia, where many people held their wedding ceremony or done the birth surgery, or other special occasion, but not for me, i’m not a fan of that kind of worship. I never planned to done something special…Continue Reading “11.11.11”
aah… Here I come to this city, back to the city where I left my bitter sweet memories, return to the city, return to my home. Too many changes so I can’t even notice it… or is it me that is too numb to notice? i do want to go home, but not like this……Continue Reading “the Unplanned Journey”
…and I’m gonna miss you, like a child misses their blanket… yak.. Tepat di pukul 10.15 WIB, hari selasa, 24 September 2003, saya kehilangan seorang sosok yang sangat berarti dalam hidup saya. Tak pernah sebelumnya terbayangkan bagaimana bisa menjalani hidup tanpa beliau. Seorang ibu… Mama.. Sesaat setelah beliau menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir, saya benar-benar tidak…Continue Reading “#today #8YearsAgo”