Category Archives: ..as a Daughter

We are still a child, no matter how old…

Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but

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I have lost someone I love the most in this date, couple of years ago. The mourn has passed while the love is still in this heart. But this year, I have to welcome someone

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try to read this while listening to mocca song “in the night like this” or “Hanya Satu” for more tears… it’s been a while since my last post about my ma, not because i stop

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…and almost everyone wants to be at home.

23 September 2003, ba’da Magrib waktu setempat. “Jangan pergi, Nak. Disini aja” ujar mama terbata-bata, lidahnya mulai kaku, mengikuti sebagian badannya yang sudah mati rasa dari beberapa saat yang lalu. Aku tetap memijat tangan mama

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11 November 2011 or 11-11-11. That is the most awaited date in the world, or at least in Indonesia, where many people held their wedding ceremony or done the birth surgery, or other special occasion,

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aah… Here I come to this city, back to the city where I left my bitter sweet memories, return to the city, return to my home. Too many changes so I can’t even notice it…

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…and I’m gonna miss you, like a child misses their blanket… yak.. Tepat di pukul 10.15 WIB, hari selasa, 24 September 2003, saya kehilangan seorang sosok yang sangat berarti dalam hidup saya. Tak pernah sebelumnya

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